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This,is for someone....
the one in my heart..
-The Way-
Can you feel it ,
how my heart beats for you.
Can you see it,
how my love is shining so true.
Whenever I see you,
there's a tug in my heart.
And it's telling me,
my feelings for you will never halt.
How I miss your sensual loving touch.
how you sooth my ever beating heart.
How I wish to hold you in my arms,
holding you tight feeling your body's warmth.
How your soft tender kisses falls on my willing lip,
how all your gentle caresses makes my heart jump a thousand feet.
How you have touch my heart in endless ways,
how your every action,every expression,
brings unforgettable happiness to my days.
-wRiTtEn bY cHeRyL[24]-
_mE_
 left her thoughts ♥ 8:53:00 PM
tired...i'm tired of it all....
i'm tired of myself..
tired of everythin tt's around me..
everythin's so Fucked up......
_fUcKeD uP_
left her thoughts ♥ 7:03:00 PM
I aM Still AliVe...
thou i'm half dead....
been thinkin lots lately...
n i tried studyin...
but..some stuff tt happened..
or haf been happenin set me thinkin..
-he- said to me..."i've been waitin all this while for you."
y?...
i wished u didnt haf to say this.....
3 yrs?...u've waited,and i've given up.
u told this to me too late...
told you everythin tt happened...bout *aj*..
that i wld nv wanna look back...
not animore...
but he replied,"its the past,dont talk bout it animore"
he said he cldnt forget the things we did 3 yrs ago..
or the fun we had...
he sounded sad
just cldnt get me out of his mind..
but..i made a decision....
that is to be with her...
but,doubts filled my mind...
i wanna believe her,
but i'm scared to...
afraid of it repeatin itself.
she said it wldnt...
i muz believe...
i'll try.........
_sAdDneSs & rEgReT fIlLs mY bRoKeN heArT_
left her thoughts ♥ 10:03:00 PM
i guess....sometimes...
things are not meant to be what u want them to be..
"We cAnT cHaNgE tHe pAsT,wE WlD'Nt kNoW tHe FuTuRe...
bUt AlL i kNoW iS,i tInK AbOuT yOu....
iN tHe pAsT,nOw,aNd iN tHe FuTuRe.."
this is what i came out with...
it might make sense,it might not..
but it does to me...
we all make mistakes..
some people just wont forgive us no matter how many times we apologise..
but what can we do?
whats done is done....
perhaps i'm one of those who wldnt forgive..
perhaps i'm one of those who wld....
i juz cant forget about what happened....
i want to forget it...
but i find myself not being able to...
u said sorry a dozen times...
i told u i forgave you...
but at the end of the day...
i still thought bout what you did,what you said...
it's so disturbing...
i wonder,
when's the day when i'll forget it all...
when's the day i'll ask you back...
when's the day,i'll tell you everythin's alright...
WHEN?????
i'm disappointed....
but for now...i'll keep silent.....
_sIleNt_
left her thoughts ♥ 8:21:00 PM
ok...i forgot to write my reflection letter...
i'm dead.....
i hope da V.P wont come after me....
damn..
HOW CLD I POSSIBLY FORGET???
-sighs-..
i need da motivation to study...
i need da determination...
i cant let those who put high hopes on me down..
i haf to do it...
haf to....
_dISaPpOiNtED_
left her thoughts ♥ 1:43:00 PM
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
_cHeRyL[24]_
left her thoughts ♥ 1:13:00 PM
ok.slpt at 11 plus last nite.
didnt go monks...
i'm proud of myself...
cant afford to go there animore...
or else i'll find myself having a job as a roadsweeper...
i cant fail..i cant play animore...
no more clubbing for me...
-pRoMiSeD mYseLf-
havin tuiton later...
gotta go do my work...
=)
i will work hard..
I HAF TO....
i can do it.....
_CoNfIDeNt_
left her thoughts ♥ 9:40:00 AM
ok.had speechday today...
so,didnt haf ballet...
wad a shitty day..
went to see da V.Principal today..
WHY??
becoz of my results...
English-F9
Maths-F9
Chinese-F9
Science-F9
Humanities-F9
-passed 2-
crap...DISMAL results...
DISASTEROUS....
PATHETIC...
why didnt i study??
its all my fault...
mine,mine,mine and mine...
NEED TO STUDY...
NOWNOWNOWNOWNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ByE........i'm fUckin off NOW!.........
_FuCkeD uP_
left her thoughts ♥ 9:03:00 PM
LIFE'S A PIECE OF S*T!!!!!
left her thoughts ♥ 7:30:00 PM
ok..today's still as bad as last nite..
still feel miserable..
so i stuffed myself with food..
ate alot today..
till i puke...
still feel bad...
how?
juz had dinner,
i juz puked...
-sighs-.......
everythin's falling
i feel so alone....
alone in this wold..
alone to face the darkest moments in my life...
alone to suffer...
everthin happens to me...
WHY??????
_tErRiBlE_
left her thoughts ♥ 6:58:00 PM
FREAK...
juz had a quarrel with *aj*..
this's one of da most major quarrel.
i'm feelin really terrible now...
lousy n all..
she took wad i said the other way..
but it wasnt...
oh well...
-sObS-
i'm really feeling down...
so down....
dunno how to cheer myself up.
isit my fault?
maybe it is..
its always my fault aniwae.
i'm always to blame..
ARh....i dunno
terrible terrible terrible terrible...............!!!!!!!!!!!!
-cRieS-..
the stupid blog song of mine's makin me feel worse den i already am...
Ah..
Fuck everythin la...
_fFeLiNg hOrRiBle_
left her thoughts ♥ 7:13:00 PM
*aj* came over yest...
left my house bout 12.30am...
missin her loads....
alrite....this song reminds me of her..
miss her..
wish tt she's with me now...
but she's not.
thot of a poem for her...
juz want her to noe that i still love her...
This is for you.
-Everything Of You-
The thought of you makes me smile.
Being in your arms makes me feel so warm.
It makes me never wanna leave you with your arms around me..
The look in your eyes tells me that everything's alright.
The touch of your lips makes me yearn for more.
The feeling of your skin against mine,
Makes me wanna hold you even tighter.
The way you hold my hand makes me wanna hold you for life.
Your laughter makes me wanna be drowned in your happiness.
Your tears makes my heart rip apart..
The way you look at me makes me wanna be a part of you.
Everything you do makes me wanna be with you...
Please dont stop everthing you do..
Coz i cant live a day without you....
-cHeRyL[24]-
_lOvInG yOu_
left her thoughts ♥ 10:35:00 AM
ok.thank God..
*aj* went to sch..
she's fine now.
thanx to all who helped her yest.
sorry that she gave u guys a puch,kick or..any of her "gongfu moves"
gonna haf tuition later...
i'm tired...
but i haf no choice..
gotta keep my eyes wide open..
to aJ :
i told u a million times not to be so upset.
i told u tt its not the end.
please dun be so affected alrite?
i love you,i still do.
but please give me time...
if i really haf no feelings anymore,
i wldnt even care two hoods bout u.
i wldnt care to meet up with u,
i wldnt bother entertaining ur calls,
i wldnt even hold ur hand,
so please....cheer up alrite???
my last time sayin.
This is not the end alrite?
-cHeRyL 24-
_lOoKiN sAd_
left her thoughts ♥ 11:56:00 AM
-cRieS-
had a bad day yest.
went monks..
*aj* got drunk.
not as bad as when i was drunk...
but..
ah..i dunno..
wad a drama yest...
cryin here,cryin there...
kept screaming fer me..
sayin that she doesnt want cheryl to leave her...
-sIgHs-
had a hard time tryin to get her home..
i dunno...
*bj* helped me get her to my house even thou she hadta wrok today..
really sorry kor.....
sorry to trouble you
told her to go home,but she kept mumbling to herself.
i dunno..
i wonder where's she...
she gotta paper today...
where's she??
where's she???
fRaNtIc
left her thoughts ♥ 10:05:00 AM
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG ONGGGGGG!!!!!!!.
I'M GOIN CRAZY!!!!!!!....
MY FAVOURITE SONGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!
-ScReaMz mY heAd oFf-
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love this song...
been listening to it EVERYDAY...for da whole holiday...
bought da cd once it came out...
*aj's* SICK of THIS SONG...
DUN CARE,
U're GONNA PUKE...
HAHAHA...
I LOVE IT...
I STILL DO....
OH MY GOSH!!!!!...
i juz cant get enough of it...
AHRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR........
* cHeRyL'S gOiN bOnkErS *
i loveee HIS VOICE.....
ARHHHHHHHHHHHH.......
-rUnS ArOUnD dA hOusE ScrEamIn-
aniwae,
back to the SANE me..
got back my e maths paper..
well...
FAILED...
hahaha....
wad a joke...
told ya..
i'm gonna fail ALL my sub..
ok..
passed 2..
ART and ACC...
pathetic...
hahaa......
| rUnNin A HIGH FeVeR |
left her thoughts ♥ 6:14:00 PM
juz came back...
met *aj* after sch...
went J8 n we ate.
saw this bung working at Yoshi,
she's pretty cute...
we took neoprints...
nice...
but a little small.
got back our s.s paper...
FAILED...
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm DOOMED.........
how to face my mama..
....DIe die die die......
| fLoAtS aWaY |
left her thoughts ♥ 7:09:00 PM
in sch now.
tired.
*aj* came over yest....
went home at 1am.
miss her..
*kuku's* sittin beside me.
HELLO KUKU....
well...
meetin *aj* tomolo..
cant wait...
got back my bio paper.
FAILED.
so..
SCIENCE,FAILED...
pathetic....
oh well..
i'm really expecting to fail all my sub...
| mIsS u |
left her thoughts ♥ 1:19:00 PM
having a spliting headache.
thanx to da piercing.
me n *Bj Jie* went to pierce our tragus..
it was alrite..
until yest...
hit my ear..
now it's swollen...
its PAINFUL!!!
when i move my jaw,it hurts..
oh well.
aniwae...
had a o-k day in sch today.
was tinkin of * hEr* most of da time...
she came over yest at 11pm...
went home at 2am...
tink she's comin again later..
but we'll haf supper first...
miss her miss her miss her...
| mISSiN yOu |
left her thoughts ♥ 5:11:00 PM
well.
things haf been quite bad since Fri after monks.
sum stuff happened...
pretty traumatised...
i'm not exactly sure wads gonna happen nxt.
well,went town yest to settle it.but...
i guess we cant do anithin..
met *ah meng*,*joven*,*mich*,*pei*,*jyren*..blah blah..at ps.
met *bj*,*kane*...blah blah later on.
bought a pencil case..
kinda regretted buyin it..
nvm...
aniwae,
had been havin bad nightmares...
sad,
*aj* was with me da whole day yest..went monks with me too.
aniwae..
miss her,
she came over after town,fell asleep n woke her up at 12am.
oops....we overslpt...aniwae.
i hope things wld be better..
to aj :dont worry,the innocent wld not be punished.
things will be fine...
dun tink so much n dun be depressed.
i will stand up for u,
for those who are innocent...
we are innocent...
and i believe in justice...
sorry that it had been hard on u.
sorry to haf caused u so much trouble...
take care...
love u.
left her thoughts ♥ 11:33:00 AM
-yawns-..
so tired...
came home at 5.30am this mornin.
went to watch spiderman 2..
met up with *kane & deb*,*cal da frog* and *bj my big jiejie*.
they were at toa payoh...
i bought Lala down and we all ate to our heart's content..
well..not really..
haha..we all wanted to eat summore.
aniwae.
wanted to go watch spiderman 2 so i asked *bj jiejie* and *cal da frog*.
da show was at 2.50am..
we agreed on watchin and rushed down to cine.
before da show started.
we went to K Box...
so fun can.
until da last part...
stupid *cal da frog* had to spoil it all by sayin tt place is "dirty".
whoa...i was scared...
and da best thing,she had to scare me...
IRRITATING CAN!!!
Thanx arh *cal*...
da movie was nice..
so sad...
teared abit,and there,*cal da frog* had to tease me...
aniwae,it was freezing cold..
we were all semi frozen..
i tink i was nearly frozen..haha...
i was only dressed in t-shirt and Pe shorts..
haha...fancy gg town dressed so shabbly...
aniwae...
Thanx *bj jiejie* for da treat to K box..
=)....
| hApPy |
left her thoughts ♥ 10:21:00 AM
ok.juz had my chinese listening.
a huge encouragement for me.
FOR ONCE,i'm sure i wldnt fail a paper..
but wads da damn use???
its only WORTH 10 marks..
ok..it makes a HUGE difference..
BUT...
wad difference does it make when i noe i'm gonna flunk my chinese paper??
-sHrUgS-
ok.
_______________________________________________________________________
Friday 2 July
had my oral..
BLOODY SHIT!!!!!...
me and da examiners literally observed a MOMENT OF SILENCE...
FUCK..
i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOO angry...
blacked out when i saw them...
shit..
they're from nyghh,Rgs,SCGS,CHINESE HIGH...
like WAD DA HELL????
cried when i left da examination room...
was really down.
supposed to meet *aj* at tao payoh..
but i went to meet *cass & Cal*,*elaine*,*fel* in town..
thot of rushin to tao payoh to meet *aj*
but they asked mi not to go n ask *aj* to come down..
she didnt wanna come.
so i lost my patience...
kinda like snapped at her..
man..
DA FIRST TIME I REALY SNAPPED...
in da end...*aj* came
BUT..
she told *cass* tt she was comin and told her not to tell me..
and *cass* didnt wanna tell me anithin...
IT made me FUMED...
was pretty pissed...
been in a irritable mood these few days...
-sighs-
i tink i showed *aj* lots of fuckin attitude..
SORRY....
poor her..
she didnt do anithin wrong,
yet,every little thing she did,irritated me.
or rather...
EVERYTHIN IRRITATED ME....
sorry *aj*...
sorry...
went monks...
nothin excitin...
I MISS *WELIS* CAN!!!!!
she's so pretty....
aniwae...
me,*bj*,*kane* and someone else went home..
OMG...IS *BJ* MY LONG LOST SISTA OR SOMETHIN???
we found out tt we LOVED SO MANY THINGS...
she loves POKKA GREEN TEA,so do i...
she loves char kway teow,so do i....
she cant live without POKKA GREEN TEA,so do i..
she loves 7 eleven's mashed potato,so do i...
And da MOSTexciting thing...
HER BIRTHDAY'S on 19 AUGUST....MINE TOO!!!!!!!!!ARHHHHHHHHHH
MAN......i tink i should check with my mum if i actually DO haf a sista...
hahaha...so fun can??...
__________________________________________________________________________
now comes da COMPLAININ SECTION...
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
my mum doesnt let me step out of da damn house..
LIKE FREAKIN HELL!!!!!!
she said she doesnt understands me.
HELLO!!!!!!!!!..
LOOK WHO'S TALKIN MDM!!!!!!...
YOU ARE FUCKIN CONTRADICTING...
I HATE PPL WHO CONTRADICT THEMSELVES.
AND YOUR ARE ONE SUCH PERSON...
U NV LET ME GO OUT...
THATS WHY I RESORTED TO SNEAKIN OUT..
THANKS TO YOU...
YOU YOU YOU YOU AND YOU!!!!!!!!!
WHY ARE YOU ACTNIG LIKE A BITCH...
FUCK YOU BITCH...
OH,WADEVER..
BITCHES MARRY BASTURDS..
YOU TWO MAKE A GREAT PAIR.....
GO FUCK YOURSELVES...
I BET YOU TWO DO......
DIE BITCH DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
| fUcKInG FURIOUS |
left her thoughts ♥ 10:25:00 AM
alrite.
i guess i came to understand some things.
da feelin that u have,when ur EX's linked up with someone else.
maybe i know how *joyce* might haf felt...
when she realised *aj's* linked up with another gal....
maybe i noe..
maybe i dunno...
maybe i noe..
maybe i dunno...
i shall continue to ponder...
| ThInKiNg |
left her thoughts ♥ 7:13:00 PM
had tuition.
1 hours and 45 mins of non-stop talkin..
i cant take it..
worse still...
CHINESE...
YUCKS...
aniwae..
after days of deciding.
i'm still back with my old blogskin.
i feel da most comfortable with this one.. FOR NOW.
well.
i shall look out for more nice ones..
oh well..
i'm not in da best of mood these few days..
thanx to da xamz...
sorry *aj*
| shAkeS hEaD |
left her thoughts ♥ 6:28:00 PM
oh well.
tomolo's my chinese oral.
dunno how i'd fair..
but..i'll try.
had history paper today.
guess it's alrite..
cldnt finish my paper thou.
pretty frustrated with myself.
wad a slow coach i am...
cant even finish a pathetic paper..
how silly.
aniwae.
i'm gonna end off now.
bye
| nO FeElInGs |
left her thoughts ♥ 3:19:00 PM
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Human beings are complicated by nature and I wouldn't deny that.
You wouldn't believe my profession. But I have a strong passion for what I do.
I'm not a great dancer but dancing its one of my only burning passion in life that keeps me going. =)
A petite girl who loves to socialise and have tons of fun!
I'm patient but don't try to test the limits.
Well,as long as you are not a weirdo,you're most welcomed to join my social circle.
*cheerios!!
This,is for someone....
the one in my heart..
-The Way-
Can you feel it ,
how my heart beats for you.
Can you see it,
how my love is shining so true.
Whenever I see you,
there's a tug in my heart.
And it's telling me,
my feelings for you will never halt.
How I miss your sensual loving touch.
how you sooth my ever beating heart.
How I wish to hold you in my arms,
holding you tight feeling your body's warmth.
How your soft tender kisses falls on my willing lip,
how all your gentle caresses makes my heart jump a thousand feet.
How you have touch my heart in endless ways,
how your every action,every expression,
brings unforgettable happiness to my days.
-wRiTtEn bY cHeRyL[24]-
_mE_
tired...i'm tired of it all....
i'm tired of myself..
tired of everythin tt's around me..
everythin's so Fucked up......
_fUcKeD uP_
I aM Still AliVe...
thou i'm half dead....
been thinkin lots lately...
n i tried studyin...
but..some stuff tt happened..
or haf been happenin set me thinkin..
-he- said to me..."i've been waitin all this while for you."
y?...
i wished u didnt haf to say this.....
3 yrs?...u've waited,and i've given up.
u told this to me too late...
told you everythin tt happened...bout *aj*..
that i wld nv wanna look back...
not animore...
but he replied,"its the past,dont talk bout it animore"
he said he cldnt forget the things we did 3 yrs ago..
or the fun we had...
he sounded sad
just cldnt get me out of his mind..
but..i made a decision....
that is to be with her...
but,doubts filled my mind...
i wanna believe her,
but i'm scared to...
afraid of it repeatin itself.
she said it wldnt...
i muz believe...
i'll try.........
_sAdDneSs & rEgReT fIlLs mY bRoKeN heArT_
i guess....sometimes...
things are not meant to be what u want them to be..
"We cAnT cHaNgE tHe pAsT,wE WlD'Nt kNoW tHe FuTuRe...
bUt AlL i kNoW iS,i tInK AbOuT yOu....
iN tHe pAsT,nOw,aNd iN tHe FuTuRe.."
this is what i came out with...
it might make sense,it might not..
but it does to me...
we all make mistakes..
some people just wont forgive us no matter how many times we apologise..
but what can we do?
whats done is done....
perhaps i'm one of those who wldnt forgive..
perhaps i'm one of those who wld....
i juz cant forget about what happened....
i want to forget it...
but i find myself not being able to...
u said sorry a dozen times...
i told u i forgave you...
but at the end of the day...
i still thought bout what you did,what you said...
it's so disturbing...
i wonder,
when's the day when i'll forget it all...
when's the day i'll ask you back...
when's the day,i'll tell you everythin's alright...
WHEN?????
i'm disappointed....
but for now...i'll keep silent.....
_sIleNt_
ok...i forgot to write my reflection letter...
i'm dead.....
i hope da V.P wont come after me....
damn..
HOW CLD I POSSIBLY FORGET???
-sighs-..
i need da motivation to study...
i need da determination...
i cant let those who put high hopes on me down..
i haf to do it...
haf to....
_dISaPpOiNtED_
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
_cHeRyL[24]_
ok.slpt at 11 plus last nite.
didnt go monks...
i'm proud of myself...
cant afford to go there animore...
or else i'll find myself having a job as a roadsweeper...
i cant fail..i cant play animore...
no more clubbing for me...
-pRoMiSeD mYseLf-
havin tuiton later...
gotta go do my work...
=)
i will work hard..
I HAF TO....
i can do it.....
_CoNfIDeNt_
ok.had speechday today...
so,didnt haf ballet...
wad a shitty day..
went to see da V.Principal today..
WHY??
becoz of my results...
English-F9
Maths-F9
Chinese-F9
Science-F9
Humanities-F9
-passed 2-
crap...DISMAL results...
DISASTEROUS....
PATHETIC...
why didnt i study??
its all my fault...
mine,mine,mine and mine...
NEED TO STUDY...
NOWNOWNOWNOWNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ByE........i'm fUckin off NOW!.........
_FuCkeD uP_
LIFE'S A PIECE OF S*T!!!!!
ok..today's still as bad as last nite..
still feel miserable..
so i stuffed myself with food..
ate alot today..
till i puke...
still feel bad...
how?
juz had dinner,
i juz puked...
-sighs-.......
everythin's falling
i feel so alone....
alone in this wold..
alone to face the darkest moments in my life...
alone to suffer...
everthin happens to me...
WHY??????
_tErRiBlE_
FREAK...
juz had a quarrel with *aj*..
this's one of da most major quarrel.
i'm feelin really terrible now...
lousy n all..
she took wad i said the other way..
but it wasnt...
oh well...
-sObS-
i'm really feeling down...
so down....
dunno how to cheer myself up.
isit my fault?
maybe it is..
its always my fault aniwae.
i'm always to blame..
ARh....i dunno
terrible terrible terrible terrible...............!!!!!!!!!!!!
-cRieS-..
the stupid blog song of mine's makin me feel worse den i already am...
Ah..
Fuck everythin la...
_fFeLiNg hOrRiBle_
*aj* came over yest...
left my house bout 12.30am...
missin her loads....
alrite....this song reminds me of her..
miss her..
wish tt she's with me now...
but she's not.
thot of a poem for her...
juz want her to noe that i still love her...
This is for you.
-Everything Of You-
The thought of you makes me smile.
Being in your arms makes me feel so warm.
It makes me never wanna leave you with your arms around me..
The look in your eyes tells me that everything's alright.
The touch of your lips makes me yearn for more.
The feeling of your skin against mine,
Makes me wanna hold you even tighter.
The way you hold my hand makes me wanna hold you for life.
Your laughter makes me wanna be drowned in your happiness.
Your tears makes my heart rip apart..
The way you look at me makes me wanna be a part of you.
Everything you do makes me wanna be with you...
Please dont stop everthing you do..
Coz i cant live a day without you....
-cHeRyL[24]-
_lOvInG yOu_
ok.thank God..
*aj* went to sch..
she's fine now.
thanx to all who helped her yest.
sorry that she gave u guys a puch,kick or..any of her "gongfu moves"
gonna haf tuition later...
i'm tired...
but i haf no choice..
gotta keep my eyes wide open..
to aJ :
i told u a million times not to be so upset.
i told u tt its not the end.
please dun be so affected alrite?
i love you,i still do.
but please give me time...
if i really haf no feelings anymore,
i wldnt even care two hoods bout u.
i wldnt care to meet up with u,
i wldnt bother entertaining ur calls,
i wldnt even hold ur hand,
so please....cheer up alrite???
my last time sayin.
This is not the end alrite?
-cHeRyL 24-
_lOoKiN sAd_
-cRieS-
had a bad day yest.
went monks..
*aj* got drunk.
not as bad as when i was drunk...
but..
ah..i dunno..
wad a drama yest...
cryin here,cryin there...
kept screaming fer me..
sayin that she doesnt want cheryl to leave her...
-sIgHs-
had a hard time tryin to get her home..
i dunno...
*bj* helped me get her to my house even thou she hadta wrok today..
really sorry kor.....
sorry to trouble you
told her to go home,but she kept mumbling to herself.
i dunno..
i wonder where's she...
she gotta paper today...
where's she??
where's she???
fRaNtIc
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG ONGGGGGG!!!!!!!.
I'M GOIN CRAZY!!!!!!!....
MY FAVOURITE SONGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!
-ScReaMz mY heAd oFf-
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love this song...
been listening to it EVERYDAY...for da whole holiday...
bought da cd once it came out...
*aj's* SICK of THIS SONG...
DUN CARE,
U're GONNA PUKE...
HAHAHA...
I LOVE IT...
I STILL DO....
OH MY GOSH!!!!!...
i juz cant get enough of it...
AHRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR........
* cHeRyL'S gOiN bOnkErS *
i loveee HIS VOICE.....
ARHHHHHHHHHHHH.......
-rUnS ArOUnD dA hOusE ScrEamIn-
aniwae,
back to the SANE me..
got back my e maths paper..
well...
FAILED...
hahaha....
wad a joke...
told ya..
i'm gonna fail ALL my sub..
ok..
passed 2..
ART and ACC...
pathetic...
hahaa......
| rUnNin A HIGH FeVeR |
juz came back...
met *aj* after sch...
went J8 n we ate.
saw this bung working at Yoshi,
she's pretty cute...
we took neoprints...
nice...
but a little small.
got back our s.s paper...
FAILED...
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm DOOMED.........
how to face my mama..
....DIe die die die......
| fLoAtS aWaY |
in sch now.
tired.
*aj* came over yest....
went home at 1am.
miss her..
*kuku's* sittin beside me.
HELLO KUKU....
well...
meetin *aj* tomolo..
cant wait...
got back my bio paper.
FAILED.
so..
SCIENCE,FAILED...
pathetic....
oh well..
i'm really expecting to fail all my sub...
| mIsS u |
having a spliting headache.
thanx to da piercing.
me n *Bj Jie* went to pierce our tragus..
it was alrite..
until yest...
hit my ear..
now it's swollen...
its PAINFUL!!!
when i move my jaw,it hurts..
oh well.
aniwae...
had a o-k day in sch today.
was tinkin of * hEr* most of da time...
she came over yest at 11pm...
went home at 2am...
tink she's comin again later..
but we'll haf supper first...
miss her miss her miss her...
| mISSiN yOu |
well.
things haf been quite bad since Fri after monks.
sum stuff happened...
pretty traumatised...
i'm not exactly sure wads gonna happen nxt.
well,went town yest to settle it.but...
i guess we cant do anithin..
met *ah meng*,*joven*,*mich*,*pei*,*jyren*..blah blah..at ps.
met *bj*,*kane*...blah blah later on.
bought a pencil case..
kinda regretted buyin it..
nvm...
aniwae,
had been havin bad nightmares...
sad,
*aj* was with me da whole day yest..went monks with me too.
aniwae..
miss her,
she came over after town,fell asleep n woke her up at 12am.
oops....we overslpt...aniwae.
i hope things wld be better..
to aj :dont worry,the innocent wld not be punished.
things will be fine...
dun tink so much n dun be depressed.
i will stand up for u,
for those who are innocent...
we are innocent...
and i believe in justice...
sorry that it had been hard on u.
sorry to haf caused u so much trouble...
take care...
love u.
-yawns-..
so tired...
came home at 5.30am this mornin.
went to watch spiderman 2..
met up with *kane & deb*,*cal da frog* and *bj my big jiejie*.
they were at toa payoh...
i bought Lala down and we all ate to our heart's content..
well..not really..
haha..we all wanted to eat summore.
aniwae.
wanted to go watch spiderman 2 so i asked *bj jiejie* and *cal da frog*.
da show was at 2.50am..
we agreed on watchin and rushed down to cine.
before da show started.
we went to K Box...
so fun can.
until da last part...
stupid *cal da frog* had to spoil it all by sayin tt place is "dirty".
whoa...i was scared...
and da best thing,she had to scare me...
IRRITATING CAN!!!
Thanx arh *cal*...
da movie was nice..
so sad...
teared abit,and there,*cal da frog* had to tease me...
aniwae,it was freezing cold..
we were all semi frozen..
i tink i was nearly frozen..haha...
i was only dressed in t-shirt and Pe shorts..
haha...fancy gg town dressed so shabbly...
aniwae...
Thanx *bj jiejie* for da treat to K box..
=)....
| hApPy |
ok.juz had my chinese listening.
a huge encouragement for me.
FOR ONCE,i'm sure i wldnt fail a paper..
but wads da damn use???
its only WORTH 10 marks..
ok..it makes a HUGE difference..
BUT...
wad difference does it make when i noe i'm gonna flunk my chinese paper??
-sHrUgS-
ok.
_______________________________________________________________________
Friday 2 July
had my oral..
BLOODY SHIT!!!!!...
me and da examiners literally observed a MOMENT OF SILENCE...
FUCK..
i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOO angry...
blacked out when i saw them...
shit..
they're from nyghh,Rgs,SCGS,CHINESE HIGH...
like WAD DA HELL????
cried when i left da examination room...
was really down.
supposed to meet *aj* at tao payoh..
but i went to meet *cass & Cal*,*elaine*,*fel* in town..
thot of rushin to tao payoh to meet *aj*
but they asked mi not to go n ask *aj* to come down..
she didnt wanna come.
so i lost my patience...
kinda like snapped at her..
man..
DA FIRST TIME I REALY SNAPPED...
in da end...*aj* came
BUT..
she told *cass* tt she was comin and told her not to tell me..
and *cass* didnt wanna tell me anithin...
IT made me FUMED...
was pretty pissed...
been in a irritable mood these few days...
-sighs-
i tink i showed *aj* lots of fuckin attitude..
SORRY....
poor her..
she didnt do anithin wrong,
yet,every little thing she did,irritated me.
or rather...
EVERYTHIN IRRITATED ME....
sorry *aj*...
sorry...
went monks...
nothin excitin...
I MISS *WELIS* CAN!!!!!
she's so pretty....
aniwae...
me,*bj*,*kane* and someone else went home..
OMG...IS *BJ* MY LONG LOST SISTA OR SOMETHIN???
we found out tt we LOVED SO MANY THINGS...
she loves POKKA GREEN TEA,so do i...
she loves char kway teow,so do i....
she cant live without POKKA GREEN TEA,so do i..
she loves 7 eleven's mashed potato,so do i...
And da MOSTexciting thing...
HER BIRTHDAY'S on 19 AUGUST....MINE TOO!!!!!!!!!ARHHHHHHHHHH
MAN......i tink i should check with my mum if i actually DO haf a sista...
hahaha...so fun can??...
__________________________________________________________________________
now comes da COMPLAININ SECTION...
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
my mum doesnt let me step out of da damn house..
LIKE FREAKIN HELL!!!!!!
she said she doesnt understands me.
HELLO!!!!!!!!!..
LOOK WHO'S TALKIN MDM!!!!!!...
YOU ARE FUCKIN CONTRADICTING...
I HATE PPL WHO CONTRADICT THEMSELVES.
AND YOUR ARE ONE SUCH PERSON...
U NV LET ME GO OUT...
THATS WHY I RESORTED TO SNEAKIN OUT..
THANKS TO YOU...
YOU YOU YOU YOU AND YOU!!!!!!!!!
WHY ARE YOU ACTNIG LIKE A BITCH...
FUCK YOU BITCH...
OH,WADEVER..
BITCHES MARRY BASTURDS..
YOU TWO MAKE A GREAT PAIR.....
GO FUCK YOURSELVES...
I BET YOU TWO DO......
DIE BITCH DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
| fUcKInG FURIOUS |
alrite.
i guess i came to understand some things.
da feelin that u have,when ur EX's linked up with someone else.
maybe i know how *joyce* might haf felt...
when she realised *aj's* linked up with another gal....
maybe i noe..
maybe i dunno...
maybe i noe..
maybe i dunno...
i shall continue to ponder...
| ThInKiNg |
had tuition.
1 hours and 45 mins of non-stop talkin..
i cant take it..
worse still...
CHINESE...
YUCKS...
aniwae..
after days of deciding.
i'm still back with my old blogskin.
i feel da most comfortable with this one.. FOR NOW.
well.
i shall look out for more nice ones..
oh well..
i'm not in da best of mood these few days..
thanx to da xamz...
sorry *aj*
| shAkeS hEaD |
oh well.
tomolo's my chinese oral.
dunno how i'd fair..
but..i'll try.
had history paper today.
guess it's alrite..
cldnt finish my paper thou.
pretty frustrated with myself.
wad a slow coach i am...
cant even finish a pathetic paper..
how silly.
aniwae.
i'm gonna end off now.
bye
| nO FeElInGs |
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